finally.....

040309
today
i've finally make a really really really difficult decision in my life ever.
i know i cant make it.
but.
i have to.
for her sake.for her future.for her happiness.for her heart and for her life.
my present in her life has made her become disilussion and messed.
i make her become more stress.
i just burden her with my concern and caress.
my care is just a bit selfish to me and i just overreacting with what all she doing.
i dont know what wrong with me.
i do love her.
really really love her.i cant stand it.
i keep crying.i cant stop.
i cant stop love her.cant stop miss her.
but it is too late.
for her sake,i'll try to survive.